There are moments in life when you ... (sigh) ... in which everything turns and gives you things you're thinking did you ever think.
opens a new door on my horizon ... someone tube traversing the details of my walls and no one knows discover Neptune.
A door closed in my life for so I do not know if I know cross again ... or I stumble at the start.
I do not know if I scare abroad ... then I can not turn back.
life certainly calls me today and I have fear, though I walk on the backs of her back, and much you try to stop it brings me, day after day he left to die without meaning, without clear goals ... no warm days.
locked ... I remember I hold so light, joy, kisses ... miss them so much, in my life, I wish I could kiss myself ... but maybe that discover that I am gay, who knows not?
also remember the sadness, the deceptions, the pods ... that I still weigh, lies, selfishness ... now if I remember because I'm here locked up ... so now I had I'm afraid to go out?
My mind clouded ... I feel lost, feel and want, longing and desire and love ... share ... share all I have in here with me ... but (BUT DAMN! NO !!)... but ... but ... but I have fear.
is all so true as it appears in my dreams? it's all so real and sometimes I feel awake? is every bit as magical as when I look at the future? is not easy ... but not impossible ... but ... but again you ! ... because you?
know what I want ... I love love him ... but ... because this fear?
may fear to me ... as it has echo throughout this time has kept me locked up all the planets that passed through here ... but today I have fear of something bigger. Something that is stronger than my own fear of going out ...
I have just scared to stay here ... I have no more fear of the light ... to continue longing for the kisses, magic! ... I feel it now ... is all so true? I know ... because now I have fear of going one day here ... and see that there is no one waiting for me ... just ... keep crying and hugging myself wanting someone else to feel my loneliness. ................................
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